stimulating your sences since 1989

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 21:03:46 GMT

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Sun, 24 Jun 2007 16:06:33 GMT

I need to save alot of money by the end of the summer,
where should I get a second job?

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 23:14:46 GMT

I am off to the most magical place in the world and these people will recieve bountiful gifts from this ominous kingdom;

Aaron (your first)
mom
dad
laynie

.....hmm thats it hahahah
p.s. Im sorry for those of you that have to deal with fairweathered friends, we will deal with it by doing henna

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 20:48:52 GMT

did you know if you look up "strong" on thesausrus.com one of the synonyms is "bitch"....

guys get "hero" and girls get "bitch"...
no wonder we can be so mean

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 22:52:36 GMT

My intreverted ass is creating the type of days where I dont have anything to look back on. I have almost nothing to say "those were the days" about.... and Im only 17. I hope this summer I make some new friends, and for christ's sake jump some fucking fences. Dont be shy to pitch your adventure ideas on me. Im all about it

I guess thats what happens when you put all your eggs in one basket .

Mon, 26 Mar 2007 18:50:30 GMT

Here are afew things that are never a good idea

-to, even for a moment, think "should I even go to class?" because you never do

-eat an entire chocolate chip calzone at claim jumpers (oh yea tom, I did it)

-Listen to king harvest (dancin' in the moonlight) in your underwear and MOMENTARILY dance in from of the mirror and catch a glimpse of jiggle and be bummed

-call into work

-lurk your ex boyfriend's new girlfriend's myspace and compare yourself to her

-lurkin in general, is just bad news

-to get arrested in vegas (free joe!!!)

Some things that ARE a good idea.

-to do your homework and save your money (both of which I am not doing :()

excerpt from an essay

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 15:11:43 GMT

"I feel like a glamourous stilletto that was mistakenly marked down, and is coming to terms with its synthetic suede and velcro surroundings. Moved from my spotlight in the glass equivilant of a cover shot, to the dusty rear of a store, miles away, with a sad yellow sticker pasted to my sole (soul)."

this is a quote from a girl who was moved to a "special" class due to over active imagination....
in one of my stories

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 18:18:33 GMT

branden's surprise b-day PARTIES were fucking tight!!!
they went great, he scored big time on the birthday spectrum

in my recent years

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 23:05:30 GMT

I was exhausted...
But at the same time I felt like I knew a secret that no one else did...
like I was doing the coolest shit in the world and if someoine didnt get it or agree then they didnt know shit. Now that I look back on those years, I was so drained from all the shit I had to go through, all the strings I had to pull, social hierarchy I had to "infiltrate" and all it left me with is...well, nothing. ha :) I have nothing to show for those years I bent over backwards for people I didnt know (they sure as shit didnt know me), and I am so happy I have nothing to show, because it makes me realize I had nothing the entire time. It makes me realize that, as much as no one likes to admit it, I just wanted to be cool... I just wanted top be popular.
its a miniture rat race and saftey blanket all at the same time.

I remember starting to paint, do art, grafitti, and that at least 3 guys told me (in one way or another) to give it up, that I wasnt good, wasnt going to get good and I was a joke.... where would I be if I listened to those pricks?

speaking of "pricks" every guy in that I dated during that time had a little one. (present bf excluded) So I guess I just figure, by downing a girl they feel that it streched their rumple foreskin a little bit.

Simple math
the bigger the DICKHEAD the smaller the actual dick
(except for you micheal ahahahah)

I am so light hearted now, shit still manages to catch up with me, every now and then but, my perception of what is important is finally in check; Kids, teaching, love, friendship, and being content with who you are and who you are becoming, and most importantly not being scared that, it might mean change....

turning over a new leaf. Be happy, Be healthy.

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 17:20:14 GMT

I just wanna fuck hot chicks

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 14:38:58 GMT

After I get my assosiates... Im leaving reno and taking Branden with me, Im so excited to see the biggest little WORLD in the WORLD

Im done with the city scene (for now)

Sat, 23 Dec 2006 19:35:26 GMT

hello darkness, my old friend
Ive come to talk with you again
because a vision softly creeping
left at seas while I was sleeping

and the vision that was planted in my brain
still remains...
within the sound of silence

oh man simon and garfunkel are the best, and so are the mammas and the pappas

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 17:54:04 GMT

Im a good 400 dollars in debt because of christmas and school....
and I work 10 hours a week on 7 an hour

any fuckin suggestions?
job openeings you know of?

money making outlets

Thu, 07 Dec 2006 22:35:39 GMT

I dropped anthro 101
Im failing secondary edu
Im failing Algebra...

I got an A in PE WOOOptifuckindo
acing english (for now)

I hate school
all this and Im not even making any money

Tue, 05 Dec 2006 21:20:36 GMT

I only wish I could make everyone happy
and sorry everyone...

but Im starting with myself and working my way down

Im getting guitar hero for branden... what do you think?

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 18:08:42 GMT

I wish I was as artistic as Anthony.
I wish I was as logical as Branden.
I wish I was as well liked as Kerryn.
I wish I was as pretty as Jessica.
I wish I was as witty as Rachel.
I wish I was as straight forward as Joe.
I wish I was as athletic as Kristin.
I wish I was as care-free as Jack.
I wish I was as smart as Tom and Karla.
I wish I was as interesting as James.
I wish I was as crazy as Merv.
I wish I was as poetic as Micheal.
I wish I was as fun as Jeromy.
I wish I was as apathetic and relentless as Katelyn.
I wish I was as bright eyed as Laynie.
I wish I was as friendly as Mac.
I wish I was as surrounded by love as Cody.
I wish I was as brutal as Barrett.
I wish I was as petite and cute as Amy.
I wish I was as talented as Aaron.
I wish I was as smooth as Taylor.
I wish I was as sweet as Renee.
I wish I was as together as Jacy.
I wish I was as virginous as Erica.
I wish I was as slutty as Seth.
I wish I was as level headed as Ryan.
I wish I was as determined as Brittany.
I wish I was as chipper as Kendra.
I wish I was as happy as Lisa.
I wish I was as HILARIOUS as the carson kids.
I wish I was as abesolutley gorgeous as Danielle.
I wish I was as good at photography as Tony and Jeff.
I wish I was as fun loving as Courtney and Raquel.
I wish I was as eager to please as Kidd.
I wish I was as content with permiscuity as December.

I wish that everyday, everyone realizes, that there is something in them that people see as great or note worthy.
even your worst enemy
but especially your friends

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 19:32:58 GMT

your life is just one night with a few comotose hours...

Wed, 15 Nov 2006 18:22:42 GMT

Im pregnant......

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 03:09:29 GMT

this is all I have to remember when I have impulses to cut all my stupid hair off...
I want to be her..

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 05:11:00 GMT

haha errr
high school drama??!
nigga please, prank calling?

from a private number? wussie

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 20:17:52 GMT

look Ive never had a dream in my life
cause a dream is what you want to do but still havent persued
I knew what I wanted and did it til it was done
so Ive been the dream Ive wanted to be since day 1

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 20:36:03 GMT

Im pretty positive that Im getting my licence revoked today
soooo...

itll be like Im 14 all over again!!! begging for rides
fuck

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 18:48:35 GMT

I keep having dreams about getting tickets and then I wake up pissed off
hahahah
I have class and Im pretty much done with effing school

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:54:19 GMT

so...I kinda feel liek Im being muscled out of my friendships :-/

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 16:12:16 GMT

so, I was thinking about "sluts"

and Ive always been extremlly accepting of them. Ive given the benifit of the doubt, Ive shruged it off, hell Ive even stood up for them. This was all before I was directly affected by whorish activity...

I am still gung-ho about girls sluting it up (cause we all know men do) its not my cup of tea, but to each thier own. My problem is when they fuck (in more than one sence) my inner circle (ie: ex's, best friends,homies)
I dont use the word loosley so unless I throw you a "jk" after I call you one, you better fucking believe you are. because I am a fair and understanding person but, you have to be an idiot to fuck with my shit.

hahaha
on a lighter note
the junk yard is coming along fucking awesome!